[ She's jealous of how she can be like that. Of how Mari can touch and cling so effortlessly, like two years haven't passed and nothing's changed at all.
It makes Kanan self-conscious. And conscious of Mari, too. She's conscious of Mari all the time. After two years apart, having her back -- and so close, overwhelming all her senses the way only Mari knows how -- can almost be too much. She always gets caught up in the scent of her hair, or how soft she feels. She always gets caught up in how this is more than she deserves.
Of course, she'd die before she tells Mari any of this, so instead Kanan resorts to flomping down on the bed with her face in the pillow and groaning, I suuuuck. ]
HEY don't tell me you're being all frumpy over there!! do i have to come over there and tickle you until you stop worrying so much about it because if i have to i will
It's not an empty threat, either; she's more than willing to make the trip down on a moment's notice, and she won't even change her sweater first.
im telling you youre doing fine! you sweat too much over small stuff or stuff thatll get better with time (and a lot of things do)
SEE? STUFF LIKE THAT you say youre not good at this and then you turn around and say that sort of thing!!!! you make my heart beat out of my chest when you say that stuff (๑♡3♡๑) thats my beautiful thoughtful marvelous kanan!!!!!!
No matter how embarrassing Kanan finds it, Mari loves being doted upon as much as she loves doing the doting, and by gosh, she's gonna make sure Kanan knows it.
if you say that sort of thing youre gonna put thoughts in my head i may just have to sneak on over there and surprise you maybe you can play doctor a little bit and check out my burn my chest is on fiiire ;)
i mean if you really wanna rub burn lotion on me and give me a nice massage with your strong hands im not gonna stop you o(≧∇≦o)
i took it off though ill send proof~
Her face isn't in the photo she sends, most likely because her cheeks are as red as the irritated skin on her chest from her cry earlier, but at the very least, she clearly isn't wearing the sweater anymore; she's making a point to show off her lingerie top, and judging how pristinely white it is (that is, not drenched in coffee), it's safe to say that she at least changed into it after her morning tragedy struck.
sorry sorry i'll remember to give you a warning next time ^^
A blatant lie, and Kanan should probably know it; half the fun in it is being spontaneous, right?
i'm already halfway out the door (with a shirt on before you ask because i KNOW you're gonna) i'll be there in aboooout 15 mins so get ready for me amore mia ❤❤
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Ugh, now she feels bad again. ]
Im doing my best, ok? You know that
I'm just not very good at this stuff...
sorry
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I don't know if I'm the best at it either
but you do the best you can and thats more than enough for me
So serious, all of a sudden..!
Besides you're a lot better at it than you think you are ☆⌒(*^∇゜)
and you've only been getting better!!!!!!
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[ She's jealous of how she can be like that. Of how Mari can touch and cling so effortlessly, like two years haven't passed and nothing's changed at all.
It makes Kanan self-conscious. And conscious of Mari, too. She's conscious of Mari all the time. After two years apart, having her back -- and so close, overwhelming all her senses the way only Mari knows how -- can almost be too much. She always gets caught up in the scent of her hair, or how soft she feels. She always gets caught up in how this is more than she deserves.
Of course, she'd die before she tells Mari any of this, so instead Kanan resorts to flomping down on the bed with her face in the pillow and groaning, I suuuuck. ]
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It's not an empty threat, either; she's more than willing to make the trip down on a moment's notice, and she won't even change her sweater first.
im telling you youre doing fine! you sweat too much over small stuff or stuff thatll get better with time (and a lot of things do)
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You're probably right haha
I guess i just... want to be good at this
Good to you
[ That's embarrassing to put into words, too. But... it feels like it's worth saying. Or at least, Kanan hopes so. ]
If you're already making threats though
It'd be cool if you could come over for real
Gotta give you that jumper and all ( ̄▽ ̄)
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you say youre not good at this and then you turn around and say that sort of thing!!!!
you make my heart beat out of my chest when you say that stuff (๑♡3♡๑) thats my beautiful thoughtful marvelous kanan!!!!!!
No matter how embarrassing Kanan finds it, Mari loves being doted upon as much as she loves doing the doting, and by gosh, she's gonna make sure Kanan knows it.
if you say that sort of thing youre gonna put thoughts in my head
i may just have to sneak on over there and surprise you
maybe you can play doctor a little bit and check out my burn my chest is on fiiire ;)
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[ Don't praise her so much over something like that! ... But maybe a little is fine...
--Oh. Right. Man, the burn. Guess who forgot all about it. ]
Uh
Actually that's probably a good idea
I'll get my first aid kit ready
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I mean we'll kiss and stuff I just want to make sure you're ok first ok
Please tell me you're not still wearing that sweater
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i took it off though ill send proof~
Her face isn't in the photo she sends, most likely because her cheeks are as red as the irritated skin on her chest from her cry earlier, but at the very least, she clearly isn't wearing the sweater anymore; she's making a point to show off her lingerie top, and judging how pristinely white it is (that is, not drenched in coffee), it's safe to say that she at least changed into it after her morning tragedy struck.
Not that it makes the photo any less risque.
tada 🎵
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at least say something first before you send me this stuff!! my grandpa coulda been behind me!!!!!!
[ ... but despite her protests, she's just gonna. Quietly save. ]
Anyway
You probably COULD use some balm so
put a shirt on and come over soon ok?
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A blatant lie, and Kanan should probably know it; half the fun in it is being spontaneous, right?
i'm already halfway out the door (with a shirt on before you ask because i KNOW you're gonna)
i'll be there in aboooout 15 mins so get ready for me amore mia ❤❤
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[ SIGH. But she loves her anyway. ]
Okay. I'll see you soon, Mari
♥