It isn't because the kiss wasn't good or anything, of course; Mari just needs a moment to let the whole thing soak in, but, Dia's words are quick to snap her out of the haze of "I was kissed by Dia, she really did like me back this whole time--". It's a sudden jolt back to reality, as if someone just pulled her straight up for a breath of fresh air after having spent a full minute underwater. Her eyes go wide, seeing Dia trying so hard not to look her in the face...
And at that point, she's already tearing up and clinging onto her, throwing her head straight into her chest with a loud wail.
"Diaaaa!"
Her arms lock around Dia's waist, with as much force as she can muster as she sobs into her sternum. Mari's fingers grip her poor friend's (lover's, now? oh my God.) uniform, and at this point, it'd probably take a crowbar to pry her away.
"I love you, I love you, I love you! I'm so sorry! I love you! Ti amo! I'll never let you think I don't ever ever again!"
Whether she's completely forgotten she's in public or she just doesn't care, her declarations in love are, at the very least, muffled into Dia's chest between sobs and the occasional hiccup--
Dia stumbles back with the force of the impact, thankfully managing to steady herself on the side of the stairwell before she collapses onto the floor. She asked for more of a reaction, yes, but she didn't expect anything of this caliber. The sudden switch is far too much for her to handle, Mari's words are making her whole body burn -- and so even though her arm strength is nothing close to a crowbar, Dia's first response is to try and free herself of the wailing girl's grip.
"M-Mari-san! Cease this at once! Your voice is way too loud! We're on school grounds, for heavens' sake, and--" It's then that she notices the hint of wetness seeping through her uniform's blouse. The sobs were a touch too dramatic for her to discern their sincerity, but this leaves little room for doubt. "--Are you crying?"
As hard as Dia tries to wriggle out of her grasp, Mari just won't let go; Dia's like a fish on a line here, and she has no intention of giving her up. When she peeks up from her spot in Dia's chest to look up at her, her face is wet with tears, and her lip is quivering...
"I had no idea that you liked me back! And for you to kiss me like that...I can't believe you! Now I know why you reacted like that! Please, please, please, please, please forgive me!"
Mari's words take a second to register, as Dia's brain grinds to a temporary halt at the sight of her face. It's overwhelming, in part due to the realization that she's the one who brought this on, and in part because-- well...
It's cute. Mari's flushed, tear-stained face is painfully, unbearably cute.
It's probably-- no, definitely wrong for her to be thinking this, and Dia shakes the thought out of her head, screwing her eyes shut.
"I forgive you," she squawks, "so let go already!" But she instantly regrets how harsh that comes out, and so she tries again, softer: "I-it's hard to breathe like this, okay?"
"O-oh...right, of course, I wouldn't want you to choke..."
Her forgiveness, at least, seems enough to get her to loosen up her grip and wipe at her eyes, as she starts to calm down a little bit. She couldn't help herself, she was just so overwhelmed...she's still shaking a bit, her knees still quivering, but it's a different feeling from before. Like she's only just starting to catch her breath, even though the butterflies in her stomach are still in full force.
Even though her cheeks are still red-hot, and her eyes are a bit puffy, she can't help but giggle.
"That...definitely wasn't how I imagined this would go. Dia, I didn't know you could be a real casanova...you're just full of surprises this week, aren't you?"
"Back to your usual self, are you?" Dia heaves out a sigh, but in truth, she's relieved. Even knowing Mari for a whole decade, she's completely unequipped to handle her tears.
"Here," she reaches into her pocket to produce a handkerchief, which she holds out to Mari. "Dry your face properly."
Outside, the rain lightens to a drizzle.
"dia what's this?" mari asks, pointing at the doll of her crying that hangs from dia's lamp
"It's all your fault I'm like this! You've been the one doing unexpected things...it's been driving me totally pazzesca!"
She swipes the handkerchief, but before Dia has a chance to take her hand back, Mari locks arms with her and holds on tight, letting her fingers nestle between Dia's while she wipes her eyes.
"But, it just means I'll have to surprise you more, too. Doesn't it? You know I'm not gonna let you off easy, now that we've...gotten it all out in the open."
"It's only because you've been pushing me into these situations with your impossible behavior," Dia mutters. There's little bite to it. Her hand is loose in Mari's, neither rejecting nor reciprocating at first -- though her fingers do, after a beat, curl back against hers just barely.
"--And I don't consider this conversation over, either! I still... want to talk to you more." Her eyes dart away again. "Not at school. Just the two of us."
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"If it weren't for my impossible behavior, you never would've fallen in love with me, now, would you?"
She's all too eager to say it, and once the words pass her lips, all she can think about is getting to say them again and again. This is all too much...
"Then, shall we go back to my house, where we can have the place to ourselves, just until the rain starts to calm down a bit? Or is that moving just a bit too fast? To take a girl to my bedroom the same day I asked her out, oooh, it's all just so scandalous..."
Dia's face scrunches up in a mixture of embarrassment and distaste. "In that case, forget what I said," she snaps back, planting her hand over Mari's mouth to keep any further nonsense from spilling out. "And don't confess for me before I've said anything!"
She tries to exclaim in protest, but, with her mouth covered, all that comes out is a muffled cry. Dia, of course, should know exactly what she's saying, though--
"Oh, come on, it was just a joke!"
She swats at Dia's wrist with the soggy handkerchief in her free hand, just so she'll get her mouth free!
"Then when we get home, I'd like a full confession. Otherwise, I'm going to just keep putting words in your mouth...though, between you and me, that kiss said plenty, already."
"You'll get one," Dia says coolly, rubbing at her dampened wrist, "if you can stay serious for longer than five minutes."
She doesn't know how to make Mari understand how much this means to her; everything about this situation is new and uncertain, and Dia hates uncertainty. It makes her feel vulnerable. It's scary.
So she goes with the safest bet here: a threat. "The moment you make me angry again I'll get up and leave, understood?"
"I'll do you one better and try for ten. Anything past that, I make no promises."
But she seems to have gotten the message, and scoots in a little closer to Dia's arm.
"I won't get you mad, but only because I couldn't possibly let you go off by yourself in weather like this. The last thing I'd want is for you to catch cold, even if it means I'd get to make you some of my famous Stewshine while you're in bed...you can snuggle up to me under the umbrella on the way back to the villa, okay? It'll be our first romantic walk together! Isn't that exciting?"
"I should have known it, you're a total spoilsport! Fine, if you're going to be like that, I'll just have to conveniently forget my own next time..."
She just puffs her cheeks out in indignation; not twenty minutes since she's confessed, and Dia's already being like this! It's cruel and unusual punishment!
"Unless I happen to lose mine somewhere before we leave school..."
"Please, the entrance is less than fifteen feet away." A hearty roll of the eyes. "Sharing an umbrella will only ensure both of us getting wet. And besides--" Dia's gaze flickers towards the hallway-- "the others will be heading home soon, they're going to see us!"
"Ooooh, so that's what the issue is. You're embarrassed to hold my hand in public? Trying to keep this thing of ours a secret? A hidden romance, a private little la cosa nostra..."
Mari, it's a relationship, not a mafia deal--
"Alright, that might be fun, for a little while. Acting like everything's normal in front of the girls, and kissing each other beneath staircases or in the director's office in secret, when no one's watching...Dia, my love, you know how to keep a girl on her toes! But now you're just getting me more eager to have you all to myself!"
If nothing else, it seems to get her off the topic of umbrella sharing..?
The look on Dia's face grows steadily more mortified as Mari goes on, and by the end of it she teeters dangerously close to real, actual distress.
"None of that!" she admonishes, more frantic than stern. "We won't be--" her voice drops to a whisper for the next word-- "kissing, anywhere on school grounds, and certainly not in the director's office! This was a one-time thing, all right? An anomaly! A fluke!"
She can't really help herself but smile at how flustered Dia gets; even the way she has to dip her voice low to even mention the word kiss is enough to make her break out into a grin; it doesn't help matters when she lets her mind wander, thinking about how often she'll get to make her this bashful.
But, for now, she doesn't want to do it so much that poor Dia'll get angry; knowing Dia, she actually will walk off into the rain, and we wouldn't want that, especially after she already did it once today. Which means, of course, Designated Serious Time starts now. (ಠ_ಠ, she already pictures in her head--)
"Then, first things first, we should get off school grounds. The longer we stay here, the less time we get to ourselves at home, right, my Dia? And I'm looking forward to our...well, discussion."
It's such a pain to try and act natural, she thinks as she puts the handkerchief away and gets ready to move, given all that just happened under this staircase, but...well, it doesn't have to be for too long, is her rationale. Once they get to the villa, they'll get to be as cute as can be, but, it's such a trek...it's times like this she wishes she could just have a helicopter swing by and pick them up, but even that's a bad idea in this rain...
Well, even if they won't be sharing an umbrella, walking home with Dia in the rain sounds nice enough, in its own way. Just because it could be more romantic doesn't mean it isn't romantic at all.
"I'm telling you now, but a discussion really is all it'll be, understood?" With that said, she steps out from under the staircase, waiting for Mari to join her before heading towards the exit. As luck would have it, not thirty seconds later do the rest of Aqours follow suit, and Dia breathes out an internal sigh of relief at having rejected the love-umbrella.
"Ah, Mari-san, Dia-san! Looks like the two of you made up, huh?" Chika comes chittering up to them, and Dia rushes to respond before Mari gets the chance to.
"Not yet," she states with an authoritative pound of her umbrella's botton end against the floor. "I'm just about to accompany her home, in fact, so I can thoroughly explain the faults in her behavior."
While it's difficult to determine the extent to which Chika has bought it, she's at the very least willing to accept the explanation without probing further. On the way out, Kanan shoots her an entertained smirk, alongside one pointedly-raised eyebrow.
To her credit, when the others come pouring out, Mari tries to look her best to seem utterly dejected, as if she's been the victim of a harsh scolding for the past twenty minutes or so. She can be a good actress, too, Dia, shame on you for not trusting her with this sort of thing! She even has a handkerchief now, to bat at her eyes as if she'd still been crying, and she flinches at Dia slamming her umbrella on the floor...
Of course, it's not like Mari to just sheepishly let Dia handle this, though, she simply must get the last word in--
"Oh, it was all just so terrible! I tried and tried to apologize, to tell her to have mercy and forgive me, but your senpai here can be so hard to get through to. If this keeps up, she'll be berating me until the rain stops completely, or worse...if none of you hear from me by tomorrow, I leave all of my directorial duties to Kanan! Oh, please, Dia, won't you reconsider, it was just a joke..."
There's a particularly intense blowing of her nose and a sniffle before the two head out the door into the rain; it's a shame she's hamming it up so much that she can't really see the look on their faces, to know whether they believe her or not. But it's perhaps a relief that she missed Kanan's expression, because had she known a smirk like that was exchanged, she would certainly have blown it--
She, at least, has the common sense to wait until they're a fair distance from the others before she goes back to normal; or, at least, whatever normal is for Mari. That's probably the most they can ask for, at that point...she tries to keep her voice down, in case there's anyone lurking around, before she asks:
"Do you think we fooled them? I figured it wouldn't be like me to just stay quiet..."
"Well, even if the others retained some suspicion, you were far too rambunctious for anyone to get a word in." So despite the weariness to Dia's sigh, you could more or less call it a success...?
Crinkling her nose, Dia points to the handkerchief dangling from Mari's fingers. Between the honest tears and the manufactured nose-blowing melodrama, it's certainly seen better days. "You best be washing that before returning it."
"Look, more is more, right? If nothing else, I bought us a little bit of time to think of what to tell them tomorrow. They were all concerned..."
Herself included, of course. But she didn't run out after her until Kanan gave her a look full of daggers...
"I didn't think you wanted it back, though! I wanted to keep it as a memento! I was going to leave it by my bedside and everything...but I guess, for your sake, I'll part with it, if you really want it. ...And yes, I'll wash it, I promise. Leave it to Mari, okay?"
"You say that as if you're a remotely trustworthy person," Dia counters, carefully stepping around a puddle. She can't help but note, internally, how familiar this all feels -- just how little seems to have changed, when not ten minutes ago Mari was earnestly sobbing in her arms and her own heart was threatening to beat out of her chest.
But she can't let herself relax too much just yet-- right, she owes Mari a proper confession. A straightforward one. As they walk, she tries to piece the words together in her head... and if her pace slows and she begins lagging behind, she doesn't seem to notice.
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And at that point, she's already tearing up and clinging onto her, throwing her head straight into her chest with a loud wail.
"Diaaaa!"
Her arms lock around Dia's waist, with as much force as she can muster as she sobs into her sternum. Mari's fingers grip her poor friend's (lover's, now? oh my God.) uniform, and at this point, it'd probably take a crowbar to pry her away.
"I love you, I love you, I love you! I'm so sorry! I love you! Ti amo! I'll never let you think I don't ever ever again!"
Whether she's completely forgotten she's in public or she just doesn't care, her declarations in love are, at the very least, muffled into Dia's chest between sobs and the occasional hiccup--
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Dia stumbles back with the force of the impact, thankfully managing to steady herself on the side of the stairwell before she collapses onto the floor. She asked for more of a reaction, yes, but she didn't expect anything of this caliber. The sudden switch is far too much for her to handle, Mari's words are making her whole body burn -- and so even though her arm strength is nothing close to a crowbar, Dia's first response is to try and free herself of the wailing girl's grip.
"M-Mari-san! Cease this at once! Your voice is way too loud! We're on school grounds, for heavens' sake, and--" It's then that she notices the hint of wetness seeping through her uniform's blouse. The sobs were a touch too dramatic for her to discern their sincerity, but this leaves little room for doubt. "--Are you crying?"
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As hard as Dia tries to wriggle out of her grasp, Mari just won't let go; Dia's like a fish on a line here, and she has no intention of giving her up. When she peeks up from her spot in Dia's chest to look up at her, her face is wet with tears, and her lip is quivering...
"I had no idea that you liked me back! And for you to kiss me like that...I can't believe you! Now I know why you reacted like that! Please, please, please, please, please forgive me!"
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Mari's words take a second to register, as Dia's brain grinds to a temporary halt at the sight of her face. It's overwhelming, in part due to the realization that she's the one who brought this on, and in part because-- well...
It's cute. Mari's flushed, tear-stained face is painfully, unbearably cute.
It's probably-- no, definitely wrong for her to be thinking this, and Dia shakes the thought out of her head, screwing her eyes shut.
"I forgive you," she squawks, "so let go already!" But she instantly regrets how harsh that comes out, and so she tries again, softer: "I-it's hard to breathe like this, okay?"
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Her forgiveness, at least, seems enough to get her to loosen up her grip and wipe at her eyes, as she starts to calm down a little bit. She couldn't help herself, she was just so overwhelmed...she's still shaking a bit, her knees still quivering, but it's a different feeling from before. Like she's only just starting to catch her breath, even though the butterflies in her stomach are still in full force.
Even though her cheeks are still red-hot, and her eyes are a bit puffy, she can't help but giggle.
"That...definitely wasn't how I imagined this would go. Dia, I didn't know you could be a real casanova...you're just full of surprises this week, aren't you?"
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"Here," she reaches into her pocket to produce a handkerchief, which she holds out to Mari. "Dry your face properly."
Outside, the rain lightens to a drizzle.
"dia what's this?" mari asks, pointing at the doll of her crying that hangs from dia's lamp
She swipes the handkerchief, but before Dia has a chance to take her hand back, Mari locks arms with her and holds on tight, letting her fingers nestle between Dia's while she wipes her eyes.
"But, it just means I'll have to surprise you more, too. Doesn't it? You know I'm not gonna let you off easy, now that we've...gotten it all out in the open."
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"--And I don't consider this conversation over, either! I still... want to talk to you more." Her eyes dart away again. "Not at school. Just the two of us."
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She's all too eager to say it, and once the words pass her lips, all she can think about is getting to say them again and again. This is all too much...
"Then, shall we go back to my house, where we can have the place to ourselves, just until the rain starts to calm down a bit? Or is that moving just a bit too fast? To take a girl to my bedroom the same day I asked her out, oooh, it's all just so scandalous..."
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"Oh, come on, it was just a joke!"
She swats at Dia's wrist with the soggy handkerchief in her free hand, just so she'll get her mouth free!
"Then when we get home, I'd like a full confession. Otherwise, I'm going to just keep putting words in your mouth...though, between you and me, that kiss said plenty, already."
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She doesn't know how to make Mari understand how much this means to her; everything about this situation is new and uncertain, and Dia hates uncertainty. It makes her feel vulnerable. It's scary.
So she goes with the safest bet here: a threat. "The moment you make me angry again I'll get up and leave, understood?"
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But she seems to have gotten the message, and scoots in a little closer to Dia's arm.
"I won't get you mad, but only because I couldn't possibly let you go off by yourself in weather like this. The last thing I'd want is for you to catch cold, even if it means I'd get to make you some of my famous Stewshine while you're in bed...you can snuggle up to me under the umbrella on the way back to the villa, okay? It'll be our first romantic walk together! Isn't that exciting?"
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She just puffs her cheeks out in indignation; not twenty minutes since she's confessed, and Dia's already being like this! It's cruel and unusual punishment!
"Unless I happen to lose mine somewhere before we leave school..."
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Mari, it's a relationship, not a mafia deal--
"Alright, that might be fun, for a little while. Acting like everything's normal in front of the girls, and kissing each other beneath staircases or in the director's office in secret, when no one's watching...Dia, my love, you know how to keep a girl on her toes! But now you're just getting me more eager to have you all to myself!"
If nothing else, it seems to get her off the topic of umbrella sharing..?
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"None of that!" she admonishes, more frantic than stern. "We won't be--" her voice drops to a whisper for the next word-- "kissing, anywhere on school grounds, and certainly not in the director's office! This was a one-time thing, all right? An anomaly! A fluke!"
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She can't really help herself but smile at how flustered Dia gets; even the way she has to dip her voice low to even mention the word kiss is enough to make her break out into a grin; it doesn't help matters when she lets her mind wander, thinking about how often she'll get to make her this bashful.
But, for now, she doesn't want to do it so much that poor Dia'll get angry; knowing Dia, she actually will walk off into the rain, and we wouldn't want that, especially after she already did it once today. Which means, of course, Designated Serious Time starts now. (ಠ_ಠ, she already pictures in her head--)
"Then, first things first, we should get off school grounds. The longer we stay here, the less time we get to ourselves at home, right, my Dia? And I'm looking forward to our...well, discussion."
It's such a pain to try and act natural, she thinks as she puts the handkerchief away and gets ready to move, given all that just happened under this staircase, but...well, it doesn't have to be for too long, is her rationale. Once they get to the villa, they'll get to be as cute as can be, but, it's such a trek...it's times like this she wishes she could just have a helicopter swing by and pick them up, but even that's a bad idea in this rain...
Well, even if they won't be sharing an umbrella, walking home with Dia in the rain sounds nice enough, in its own way. Just because it could be more romantic doesn't mean it isn't romantic at all.
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"Ah, Mari-san, Dia-san! Looks like the two of you made up, huh?" Chika comes chittering up to them, and Dia rushes to respond before Mari gets the chance to.
"Not yet," she states with an authoritative pound of her umbrella's botton end against the floor. "I'm just about to accompany her home, in fact, so I can thoroughly explain the faults in her behavior."
While it's difficult to determine the extent to which Chika has bought it, she's at the very least willing to accept the explanation without probing further. On the way out, Kanan shoots her an entertained smirk, alongside one pointedly-raised eyebrow.
Dia glowers.
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Of course, it's not like Mari to just sheepishly let Dia handle this, though, she simply must get the last word in--
"Oh, it was all just so terrible! I tried and tried to apologize, to tell her to have mercy and forgive me, but your senpai here can be so hard to get through to. If this keeps up, she'll be berating me until the rain stops completely, or worse...if none of you hear from me by tomorrow, I leave all of my directorial duties to Kanan! Oh, please, Dia, won't you reconsider, it was just a joke..."
There's a particularly intense blowing of her nose and a sniffle before the two head out the door into the rain; it's a shame she's hamming it up so much that she can't really see the look on their faces, to know whether they believe her or not. But it's perhaps a relief that she missed Kanan's expression, because had she known a smirk like that was exchanged, she would certainly have blown it--
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"Do you think we fooled them? I figured it wouldn't be like me to just stay quiet..."
At least, she's got a point there?
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Crinkling her nose, Dia points to the handkerchief dangling from Mari's fingers. Between the honest tears and the manufactured nose-blowing melodrama, it's certainly seen better days. "You best be washing that before returning it."
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Herself included, of course. But she didn't run out after her until Kanan gave her a look full of daggers...
"I didn't think you wanted it back, though! I wanted to keep it as a memento! I was going to leave it by my bedside and everything...but I guess, for your sake, I'll part with it, if you really want it. ...And yes, I'll wash it, I promise. Leave it to Mari, okay?"
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But she can't let herself relax too much just yet-- right, she owes Mari a proper confession. A straightforward one. As they walk, she tries to piece the words together in her head... and if her pace slows and she begins lagging behind, she doesn't seem to notice.
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